this is what i called nguras time..

since my boyfie said tat she will not come back, awwwww......feeling like i've been stabbed by a sharp knife!!!haixxxx....

BUT

nevermind la...aku pn x paksa suroh nya balit ka x ka...depend an nya la mun nak balit kan...xmok la aku paksa nya balit...so, aku always sabar..heheheehe....[sabar kerana terpaksa maybe...]

tp nak, 2 3 hari tok, aku miss her damned much oo!!![tetiba jak kan..]..heheheehhe...

apa gk aku mok tulis oo???hahahahaha..

bosan dh ka ktk org baca???hehehehe

suka  aku la..aku yg nulis, bkn ktk org...ktk org jz waste a time jak bh~~~hehehehehe..just joking..lalalalala...

apa gk  ouh????

lak2 jak ku sambung k...

***to be continue***

expresikan dirimu..

as if aku marah, boleh ka mun aku marah kat sitok???aku dah xtauk mok marah an sepa gk..hehehehe...aku xtauk la an sifat ku nok sigek tk...KUAT GILAK MOK MARAH AND SENANG MOK MARAH...mun dapat nak, aku xmok la marah2..[aku takut kelak aku sakit tinggi darah macam mak aku,....ekekekekeke]

benda kecik pun boleh suroh aku marah bh~~~hurrrmmmm....kadang2 ya heran juak aku..pemanas gilak..perangei sepa ndak ka di ekot aku...mana2 la....hurrmmmmm....

jenis aku tk, mun aku marah, abis suma benda yg ada kat tangan aku tk ku tikam sia2 jak...ne ndak brg2 ku xtahan lamak...

sebab2 aku mok marah ya pn kadang2 lawak juak mun dipike...penah dolok..aku marah sampei bertikam dak barang2 tas meja...sebab aku marah ya tek, lappy ku xpat on..segal ya jak, aku ngamok macam org sot!!

lappy cgek hal, macam ritok tek..aku marah segal web result diploma lambat appear..macam apa jak aku tunggu benda vanggang ya bkk...huh!!!nang xpat pake...bukan nya lambat appear..nang xmok terus eyh..aku ngereco2 sampei mak ku tetak an aku...dhya pandei aku pn diam...

 aku nang xpat la mok control temper aku nok sigek tok..kwn2 aku pn padah..mun aku marah..ibarat tek kelam jak asa bilit...hehehehe..kawan ku padah la...mmg ada rasa kali mun mood aku dah berada kat tahap yg xpat nak diampun gk...

TP

bila mood aku okay...senyum, tetak2 gk aku...arum bulak nang xpat nak dilarak eyh mun di embak tetak....kawan2 ku madah, daknya prefer gk mun mood ku okay dr x...cz tyme ya aku dpt diembak guro...mun tyme ku emo ya, senyum pn aku xmok...[nang ngakal juak...]

Nice quote from a friend.

wanna dedicate a bag full of thank wishes to a friend tat allowed me to re-post all of her nice quote's..

I m not a sweet talker.
When I said it, I meant it.
If I said I love you, yes I love you.
If I said I missed you, yes I missed you.
When I said I care, I do care.When I said I want to try things between us, it means I think you r worth it.
I don't simply say that to any girls.
Coz if I just wanna fuck 'em, I'll let them know.
I never said that I love them or I care.

I am trying my best to make sure things work between us. pls understand my situation. when u keep silent, it makes me down. u know the risks when we take this to the next level. so we must get prepared. pls bear with me handling the risks.

u r definitely not an option. I CHOOSE you. i don't say things that I said to you to everybody. & when I decided to take our friendship to next level, a lot of sacrifices I need to make. & I m willing to do that coz I think u r worth it. :)

hate being lonely. eating alone. watching tv alone. listen to songs alone. u don't understand the feelings of being so damn lonely. sometimes u just need someone to play with ur hair. hearing ur lame jokes. and being there when u needed somebody. that's what a partner for. that's a real relationship.

Some people just can't say the word I love you. They show it thru their eyes, their touches & thru songs. Even though you are not meant for me.. I know u used to love me. Only situation prevent us from being together. I accept that.

“Well, it seems to me that the best relationships - the ones that last - are frequently the ones that are rooted in friendship. You know, one day you look at the person and you see something more than you did the night before. Like a switch has been flicked somewhere. And the person who was just a friend is... suddenly the only person you can ever imagine yourself with”

“Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for awhile and leave footprints on our hearts. And we are never, ever the same.”

“You can't stop loving or wanting to love because when its right, it's the best thing in the world. When you're in a relationship and it's good, even if nothing else in your life is right, you feel like your whole world is complete.”

I ve tried my best to explain. now i can only pray that she sees what is right and what is wrong. i hope she can realise that i'm not playing around or even creating stories. the only thing that i dont understand is, if they are really your friends why cant they let u be happy. which is being together with me?

 quote by :: Siti Shahirah

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